Well, frankly he was just the same person who i used to know.
I know i wanted to be alone. But all i need is to be there and hold me tight and say that everything is gonna be ok. What i see he was romantic in his past relationship but not to our relationship.
I don't know what bored him.
I don't think i'm good enough for him. All i ever want is him to come over and surprise me, hug me and say he will always love me and no other woman will ever be like i am to him.
He always take things for granted you see, he thought that i love him too much to let go...
I don't think he know me. I'm tired of getting hurt by him over and over again.
I don't it's fine to do that.I need he to respect my feelings. I totally hate to be ignored.
I just wish someday he will change his ways for the sake of our future.
YA Allah Please help me out. Give me the strength to go through this again.
I'm not giving up, i'm just so tired of crying all night and he didn't seems to bother that much to know how i would feel. If i keep feeling miserable like this i think it's best to leave.
But i'm still here hoping him could change. Bismillah.