Well, here i am blogging again.
Feeling so miserable and i'm sure why i am.
I'm so depressed right now, i can't concentrate on my studies.
I need to do alot of self-studies right now.
I need to buck up.
In order to understand all the codings.
CSS, Javascript, HTML.
Help me out will you.
I need my own laptop so i can focus more on self studies..
Rather then doing nothing at home most of the time.
And i miss my boyfriend such much til it hurts. I really hate feeling miserable like this.
Sometimes i'm afraid that he will leave me.
Somehow i feel that he don't love me.
I want him to really show me that he loves me.
I just wanna feel the love he had for me.
I don't want it to be temporary until he forget that i'm he's girlfriend.
I feel so miserable and in need of someone to talk to.
I feel so lonely. And i just miss having my best buddy by my side.
This empty feeling inside me hurt me alot.
too much problem to handle.
I dunno to who i may share my story with.
People who came in and out of my life.
So much for being there for me. I'm so depressed....