Waking up thinking of you.

I look through the pictures and all the good and bad memories we've been through.
I never did told you how much i miss you, how much i miss us.
Whenever i opened my eyes there's you next to me.
Having breakfast,lunch and dinner together.
Star gazing at night just next to you.
Bintan was our first trip together.
I wish i could turn back time and do everything all over again.

Our first date, 14 February 2009.
I miss every moment we spent together.
Me and you was all i ever wanted.

But then,
I remember.
Your past.
You, her and them.
My mum and dad.
The things that went down crushing to every hopes and dreams.

Nothing can ever break us apart.
Nothing...
But there's no trust and understanding between us.
You keep assuming things that i would never ever do.
11months, convincing you how much you meant to me.
But there's still no trust.

Tears rolling down my cheek.
I wish you could understand.

Our 1 year anniversary was perfect.
Even though you're not those romantic kind of person.
Effort was there. I appreciate that.


Now,
You've change.
You lied.
You broke those promises.
You were no longer Fachmi Ilhamsyah.
The guy who meant everything to me.

I wish i could accept everything.
But she keeps haunting my mind.
I wish you never met her.
I hate her.
I hate your lies.